Chapter 557: Planting a Cue on Herself
East Chester County, the Hall Family Manor.
Audrey sat at the dressing table and lit a candle.
Afterwards, she looked at herself in the mirror across from the slightly
swaying light of the fire. Her green eyes gradually became deep, making
it impossible for anyone who laid eyes on them to shift their eyes away,
as if even their souls wished to drown in them.
"Audrey, you have to remain lucid tonight in the dream," she said to
herself softly.
This was a simple "psychological cue."
The ancient folk song she had heard at dusk had inspired her to explore
her dreams and see if she could enter the sea of subconscious sea and
the spiritual skies of all living things.
This was an experiment that other Psychiatrists had never attempted. At
least, there was no similar experiences in the reference materials
provided by the Psychology Alchemists---giving oneself a psychological
cue to explore their own dreams.
*Perhaps I might be able to find traces of a mind dragon or even the
City of Miracles, Liveseyd...* Audrey withdrew her gaze; removed
Lie, which was now in the form of a ruby necklace; and placed it inside
a jewelry box.
She was afraid that the mystical item that amplified her emotions would
affect her while in her dream and cause unnecessary harm; therefore, she
removed it in advance out of caution.
After doing all of this, Audrey subconsciously looked at her reflection
in the mirror and saw little blemishes on her face.
While wearing Lie, she felt that her beauty was intoxicating.
Wake up, Audrey. That's only a lie! She lifted her right palm
and caressed her cheek.
At that moment, she was very glad that she had chosen the name "Lie" for
that mystical item. It kept her constantly alert; otherwise, she feared
the day that she would one day be completely dependent on it and not
want to face her true self. The day she lost it, it would be very
possible that she would lose control.
*Those girls who are relatively ordinary looking might never wish to
take it off again after wearing Lie to perfect their looks. They might
be willing to die to keep it on them... For a Beyonder, I can't have
such a state of mind either...* Audrey sighed and stood up.
She walked briskly and expectantly through the warm room in her slippery
silk robe, back to the soft, comfortable, and springy bed, and pulled a
rope from the headboard.
Her personal maidservant, Annie, entered and gently extinguished the
lights.
Before long, Audrey fell asleep.
In the hazy world, she suddenly jolted to her senses and realized that
she was dreaming.
She looked around with interest and silently said to herself, *Is this
what's known as lucid dreams in psychology?*
In mysticism, there is a similar concept.
*It's really effective. I relied on a simple psychological cue that I
planted in myself to get a lucid dream. Audrey, you really are a
genius\~ No, no, no, this is mainly an application of a Beyonder power.
I mustn't be arrogant.*
At this moment, Audrey had already figured out what the current dream
was.
She was walking along a dark, narrow road surrounded by a dark forest,
and ahead of her was the castle with its spires.
The prolonged howls of the wolves, the slow and frightening gasps, and
the shrill and intermittent screams came from every direction, creating
a dangerous and depressing atmosphere.
*I haven't gotten over the fear of Duke Negan's assassination. I'm still
afraid that one day, many Beyonders would suddenly attack my father, my
mother, and my brothers...* Audrey dissected her dreams from the
point of view of a Psychiatrist.
In this strangely real dream, she walked slowly toward the castle that
was almost identical to the Hall family's ancestral house.
As she walked, a figure suddenly jumped out of the dark forest. It was a
gigantic dragon with golden scales all over its body. Its eyes were pale
gold with vertical pupils, and its thick tail looked like it could sweep
away everything.
This dragon's facial features were exactly the same as Audrey's. When
paired with its body, it gave off an indescribable feeling of
strangeness and horror!
Audrey jumped in fright, almost waking up from her dream. Fortunately,
having been a Spectator before, she was able to stabilize her emotions
in time.
This made her realize that she had never really forgotten how she had
almost lost control back when she consumed the Psychiatrist potion. Back
then, her self-relief and the improvement in her mood was only
superficial. The trauma had already taken root in the depths of her
subconscious and would occasionally reflect itself in her dreams.
*Fortunately, I discovered this today. In the future, I can try to treat
this trauma in my subconscious. I'm a Psychiatrist! If I continue to
ignore this issue, I might lose control due to this fear when advancing
to Sequence 6...* Audrey examined herself carefully.
As she walked and stopped, Audrey's dream kept changing in an erratic
fashion. It would've been considered quite an unsatisfactory story.
Finally, she arrived in front of the castle and saw an arm-length magic
staff sweeping through the air, scattering down specks of light that
were as resplendent as starlight.
The castle that was shrouded in the light instantly became magnificent,
and all the gloom disappeared.
The melody of a band came out from inside the castle as one wall lamp
after another lit up.
*This was the most beautiful expectation that I had towards Beyonder
powers at the very beginning... It really was a little girl's
fantasy...* The corners of Audrey's mouth curled up, and her
mood turned for the better.
She didn't stop, but she walked past the castle to the edge of her
dream. She didn't care how the scene behind her changed, or how the
story unfolded.
After walking for an unknown amount of time, she passed through the
barren wasteland and arrived at the top of a cliff.
Looking out, the gray, blurry void extended into the distance. The area
beneath her was so deep that it seemed to be bottomless.
Audrey was keenly aware that this was the boundary of her dreams. Once
she left, she had no idea what would happen.
And how do I leave? Jump down? Will I fall to my death...
Audrey thought awkwardly, not too courageous in taking the risk.
After thinking for a few seconds, she slowly came up with an idea.
*This is a dreamland that originates from the world of my mind. As the
mistress of this place, I can use my will to open up a path for
myself!*
With the thought of making the attempt, she tried to conjure what she
thought, just like the way she did it above the gray fog. The only
difference was that the former needed the help of Mr. Fool, and now she
had to rely on herself.
Audrey stretched out her right hand, pointing it downwards into the
depths of the gray fog.
In front of her, the gray fog suddenly surged, revealing layers of
stairs that led downwards, without an end in sight.
Audrey took a slow breath, lifted her skirt slightly, and stepped onto
the first step.
Step by step, she continued down the stairs. The surroundings grew
increasingly quiet, so quiet that it was almost as if she heard auditory
hallucinations.
In this place, there was nothing else apart from the gray fog. It was
lonely and filled with the unknown.
A howling gale blew in from different directions, causing Audrey to sway
back and forth. The fear she felt slowly deepened.
Before she lost control of her emotions, her green eyes shone with a
warm light that seemed to be able to see through the hearts of others.
Audrey used her Psychoanalysis powers to placate herself!
She continued her search. After nearly a minute, a point of light
suddenly lit up in the surrounding gray fog.
Audrey took a cautious look, only to see that the point of light was of
herself---back when she had just consumed a potion and almost became a
dragon monster. While on the verge of losing control, emotions such as
worry, horror, fear, and nervousness were clearly overflowing from her.
...This is my subconscious, so this is my trauma? Audrey
vaguely understood where she was after she left her dreamland.
She was in no hurry to resolve this trauma as she continued to walk
down, step by step, filled with anticipation.
According to the theories of the Psychology Alchemists, the subconscious
was at the bottom of her destination---the sea of collective
subconscious for all living creatures!
During her exploration, Audrey once again saw herself listening to her
parents' storytelling when she was young. She saw herself, someone who
valued her image but wasn't actually very elegant deep down. She saw
herself participating in the Tarot Club, only that all the specks of
light regarding the latter were tightly wrapped in a gray fog.
*These are things in my subconscious... They influence my character and
behavior?* Audrey instinctively analyzed what she saw with her
knowledge of psychology.
Amidst the coruscating points of light, there were several times where
she was pushed to the verge of an emotional breakdown due to the lonely,
aimless exploration, but she had used her Beyonder powers to placate
herself in time.
Just as she was about to lose all sense of the passage of time, she saw
the last step.
In front of the steps was a solid, blurry, gray "ground." Above it,
there were streams of light and shadows. They were dense and
overlapping, like an illusory sea.
The sea of collective subconscious... Audrey took a few steps
forward and raised her head to look up. To her surprise, the gray fog no
longer blocked her vision as the clear high skies appeared.
There were countless indescribable silhouettes, seven of which were of
different colors. They were lustrous brilliances that seemed to possess
immense knowledge.
Audrey pursed her lips and happily said to herself, *The sky of
spirituality.*
Then, she cautiously moved forward, forging the adventure that she could
call her own.
Those figures of light that formed the sea would flash past her from
time to time. Some contained ancient memories of being burned by flames,
while others bore the excruciating pain of seeing something
indescribable...
Apart from the imprints of the ancients from ancient times, Audrey also
saw the gazes of admiration cast on her one after another, as well as
the activities of the people who worshiped dragons.
As she walked, she noticed a grayish white mountain on the far left. It
extended upwards until it emerged from the sea of light and shadows. The
top of the mountain was shrouded in a dense fog, making the entire place
seem hazy.
*Is that someone else's consciousness? The sea is the subconscious, and
beyond the surface of the sea is the ordinary consciousness? Yes, he's
dreaming...* Audrey suddenly thought of a possible application
of a Psychiatrist. It was to move closer and climb up, directly
affecting the other party's subconscious thoughts, allowing them to
naturally act according to her bidding.
But it should be very difficult and very dangerous... Audrey
looked away, not daring to make the attempt.
She clearly remembered that her purpose this time was to seek out traces
of the mind dragon and the City of Miracles, Liveseyd.
Audrey passed by more than a hundred other people's consciousness.
Gradually, she felt exhausted.
It's time to return. Instinctively, she raised her head and
looked into the distance, rationally making the decision.
She stood there for a long time, unwilling to leave.
A shadow suddenly appeared in the air just as Audrey was about to turn
around.
It was a pair of two huge gray wings!
Under the wings, there was a long lizard-like monster.
Its entire body was covered with huge scales that were like
grayish-white stone slabs. It had four thick and powerful legs,
seemingly bathing in the sunlight that didn't exist as it flickered in
what seemed like the afterglow of the setting sun.
The monster flew over. Its eyes were pale gold with its pupils vertical,
looking cold and arrogant.
Its grand and epic figure quickly disappeared into the sea of the
subconscious of all living beings.
Dragon... A mind dragon! Audrey jumped on the spot and looked
around, afraid of others noticing her inelegant behavior.
She paced around excitedly, feeling very satisfied with her adventure.
*Indeed, the tradition of dragon worship here isn't without an origin.
In their subconscious, there lives a mind dragon...* Audrey
resisted the urge to praise herself and had decided to return
immediately and wake up from the dream.
She didn't have the urge to continue her exploration, as she wasn't
prepared for it at all. She was going to consult Mr. Fool, Mr. Hanged
Man, and the others at the Tarot Club next week in the hope of receiving
some advice.
Audrey returned the way she came, entering the "mountain" formed by her
consciousness. Then, she woke herself up and successfully escaped from
the dream.
At that moment, Danitz was also permitted to return to his room.
He glanced at Gehrman Sparrow and said with an embarrassed smile, "You
won't tell anyone what you just saw, will you?"