Chapter 32: Spirit Vision
Klein looked at the dark-blue gelatinous liquid, finding it hard to
describe it as either a block or cup of liquid. He swallowed his saliva
and said in great difficulty, "Am I to drink it just like that?
"Is there no need for any other preparations? Like a ritual, an
incantation, or a prayer?"
Old Neil acknowledged tersely before saying, "Preparation? There is. Get
a cup of Intis Aurmir grape wine, suck on a Desi cigar, then whistle a
relaxing tune, and dance an upbeat court dance. You can do a tap dance
if you prefer that. Finally, play a round of Gwent cards..."
When he saw Klein's expression turn dumbfounded, Old Neil laughed and
summarized what he had just said.
"If you feel nervous."
...You are quite humorous, aren't you...? The corners of
Klein's mouth twitched as he resisted the urge to draw his gun.
He put his cane down and extended his right hand. As though he held
something heavy, he raised the opaque cup. The smell of the potion was
faint and seemingly ethereal.
"Lad, do not hesitate. The more you hesitate, the more nervous and
afraid you will be. That will only affect the absorption that follows,"
said Old Neil with his back facing Klein. It was as though he had said
it casually.
It was unknown when he arrived by the nearby water basin. He turned on
the tap and washed his hands.
Klein nodded silently and took a deep breath. Just like he was back when
he was a child, he pinched his nose and drank it like medicine. He moved
the opaque cup to his mouth and tipped his head, drinking it down with a
gulp.
A cool and smooth feeling quickly filled his oral cavity. It then flowed
through his gullet and into his stomach.
The sticky, dark-blue liquid seemed to grow out thin and long tentacles,
bringing stimulation and coldness to every cell in Klein's body.
He could not help but convulse as his vision rapidly went into a blur.
All colors seemed to saturate. The reds were redder, the blues were
bluer, and the blacks were blacker. The rich colors blended like an
impressionist painting.
Klein had seen such a scene before. It was back when he was questioned
by the Spirit Medium, Daly.
At that moment, his vision became a blur and although his mind felt
light, it was clear. He felt like a castaway floating in the sea.
Slowly, his surroundings turned discernible. All the colors returned to
their original as a grayish and blurry fog emanated.
Around him were forms he found difficult to describe. There were
transparent objects that did not seem to exist. Deep down, there were
lustrous brilliances of different colors which seemed to possess life or
contain immense knowledge.
*This is a little similar to what I saw during the luck enhancement
ritual...* As Klein instinctively looked down, he realized that
'he' was still standing in his original spot, body convulsing.
Suddenly, he came to a realization, causing his consciousness to sink
abruptly and fuse with him.
Boom!
The fog quickly dissipated as the colors restored to normal. The bright,
clear halo and the inexistent objects instantly vanished.
The scene in the alchemy room returned to normal, but Klein felt his
head swell. He felt like it was being yanked apart. Whatever he saw had
countless afterimages. His ears were overwhelmed by an ethereal murmur.
"Hornacis... Flegrea... Hornacis... Flegrea... Hornacis... Flegrea..."
Klein felt a stabbing pain at his forehead as he quickly had thoughts of
causing destruction to vent the discomfort in him.
He frowned and hurriedly shook his head.
"Is your vision abnormal? Are you also hearing things you did not use to
hear?" said Old Neil, at his side with a concealed smile.
"Yes, Mr. Neil, what should I do?" Klein tolerated the intense mania and
asked.
Old Neil chuckled.
"This is the resulting seepage of the potion's energy. You lack the
means to control it. Alright, do as I say. Think of an object in your
mind, something common. Make it simple and easy."
Klein quickly focused as he envisaged his own halved top hat woven from
black silk. He recalled the feeling when he touched it and its exact
shape.
"Place all your focus on it. Keep repeating that while creating the
outlines. Does it feel a little better?" Old Neil's voice penetrated
into his mind like a serene song.
Klein turned his focus bit by bit to the imagined top hat. He felt the
murmurs subside into a whisper before they vanished. The afterimages he
saw also stacked upon one another and no longer appeared a blur.
"Much better," said Klein after calming his mind of chaotic emotions and
having exhaled.
He looked down at his body and discovered that nothing abnormal had
happened.
He moved his limbs and with half-anticipation and half-doubt, asking, "I
succeeded? I'm now considered a Seer?"
Old Neil pulled out a mirror-like mercury plate and shoved it in front
of him.
"Look at your eyes."
Klein focused his gaze and saw that he was wearing a black top hat. His
outline stood out and his facial features looked normal. Apart from
having his face covered in sweat, he did not seem different in any way.
He followed Old Neil's instruction and carefully looked at his eyes.
Only then did he discover that his brown eyes had deepened quite
significantly. It was so much deepened that it was like the night---one
in complete darkness. It felt so deep that it could absorb the souls of
others.
Normally, dark brown pupils are easily recognized as black. Without
looking very carefully, even Klein himself would not have noticed.
"This is a physical manifestation of the potion's powers. When you learn
Cogitation and how to converge your power, your eyes will return to
normal." Old Neil smiled as he reached out his right hand.
"Congratulations, our new Beyonder, our Seer."
"Thank you." Klein reached out his hand and shook it. "Mr. Neil, when
can I learn how to Cogitate?"
"You can learn it now. The initial steps of Cogitation are relatively
simple. It's even more so for Beyonders," said Old Neil with a smile.
"Just now, producing an object in your mind to divert your attention and
turning the energy seepage inwards is actually the first step to
Cogitation. Try doing it again."
Klein closed his eyes and once again, his mind depicted the halved top
hat.
His concentration seemed to be more easily focused than before. Soon,
random thoughts that surfaced would quickly vanish, leaving the hat's
outline.
"Let your brain go somewhat blank. Exchange the object you imagined. Use
something that does not exist in this world, an object you imagine
completely out of thin air."
"You have to follow this rule. Only by doing so can you enter
Cogitation, only then can you exceed the concept of 'I.' The limitless
'I' will become one with the universe, giving you the ability to see and
understand the truth. You will obtain knowledge only you yourself can
understand. In the domain of mysticism studies, it's called a Mystic
Experience," said Old Neil using a pacifying tone. "You just need to
listen to the descriptions that I'll get to later. What's most important
is to enter Cogitation."
*Something that doesn't exist in this world. Imagine something
completely out of thin air... Would things from Earth count?*
Klein attempted using an earthy-green intercontinental missile he saw on
television. He replaced the half top hat with this long and thick
missile.
However, regardless of how he outlined it or imagined it, he ultimately
only ended up focusing his attention.
It doesn't seem like it will work... Klein had no choice but
to let his imagination run wild. He outlined a sphere of light and then
many similar objects, gathering them together.
The spheres of light stacked upon one another. It felt like an object of
fantasy. Klein's thoughts gradually turned ethereal and afloat.
His body and mind calmed down. The objects that did not seem to exist,
the fog with the bright clusters of light, and the complex colors
appeared once again. They floated in the sky in close reach.
He extended his spirituality inch by inch as he looked down at them
quietly. He sensed it and took it in.
"Very good. As expected of a Seer. You entered Cogitation very smoothly.
You are just slightly worse than me back then. Slightly," said Old Neil
with a chuckle. "In that case, I'll begin teaching you the most common,
easiest to grasp, and most useful ability in the future in mysticism.
Spirit Vision!"
He switched off the gas lamps one after another but opened the door to
the alchemy room. It made the spot where Klein was dark, but not to the
point of failing to make out silhouettes of objects.
"Alright. in your present state, raise your hands and place them in
front of your eyes. Your index fingers need to face each other, but they
are not to touch.
"Open your eyes and keep them open until you are accustomed to the
darkness."
Klein completed each step according to Old Neil's description. He saw
the silhouettes of his fingers and the surrounding objects.
"Actually, you should be lying down to let your body be entirely
relaxed. But since the effect of your Cogitation is not bad, let's
continue." Old Neil laughed. "Focus your gaze on a spot behind your
hands. It has to be behind. Then, slowly move your fingers and maintain
the same pose without touching them. Also, do not pull them out of your
sight."
Klein calmly listened to it and cast his gaze at an empty spot behind
his palms. He then slowly moved his index fingers within his vision.
Once, twice, thrice... Suddenly, Klein saw a fiery-red color
in between his fingers.
"Eh..." He let out a sound.
"You see color? That's right. That's the initial step to Spirit Vision.
The color you see is your aura," said Old Neil with a chuckle. "No rush.
Do it a few more times. After stabilizing it, look elsewhere. I'll also
take this opportunity to explain to you the different meanings of the
different colors."
"Alright." Klein moved his fingers back and forth while having his
vision trained on the fiery-red.
Old Neil thought for a moment before saying, "To put it simply, the
mainstream way of mysticism is to split non-physical parts of a human
into four levels. At its core is the Soul Body, which is also everyone's
basic spirituality. There is a school of thought that believes all
biological creatures have spirituality and have a Soul Body.
"I'm not sure about anything else, but to Mystery Pryers, the goal of
Cogitation and the method to increase our strength is directed toward
the Soul Body.
"Outside the Soul Body is the Astral Projection. It is the means for the
Soul Body to communicate with the spirit world and with the cosmos. It's
considered an external manifestation of the Soul Body. Besides, it will
be directly related to your personal ambition and your prevailing
emotions... The scenes you see after consuming the potion are scenes
your Astral Projection sees when it wanders through the spirit world.
That world does not obey the laws of the physical world. It involves
exceeding the concept of 'I,' the limitless 'I', and the Universe's 'I.'
The past, present, and future might be stacked upon one another and that
is the source of divination.
"In the spirit world, what you see is just an imagery, a symbol. You
have to interpret it to understand its actual meaning.
"Divination and many magic spells are cast through the Astral
Projection.
"Do not mistake its relationship and differences with a Soul Body."
One is just a body and the other is for form... Klein continued looking
at the aura in between his fingertips and made the simple conclusion.
"Further out will be the Body of Heart and Mind. From this point forth,
it will combine with the physical body... It involves your brain and is
an overall manifestation of your inferential abilities, your analytical
abilities, your observational abilities, and identification abilities.
Some potions will mainly raise this. Quite a number of magic spells
target it as well."
Old Neil explained in relatively great detail, "The outermost layer is
the Ether Body. It is a manifestation of your vital energies and
physical form."
"The aura color you see is an external phenomenon of your Ether Body. In
other words, apart from the spiritual bodies, ghosts, and specters you
can see directly with Spirit Vision, it might also include certain
existences that should not be seen. You can also see the Ether Bodies of
others or their auras. From their thickness, brightness, and color, you
can determine their health and emotional state.
"When your Spirit Vision improves and you grasp more mysticism
knowledge, you will be able to discover even more details. You can even
determine the lifespan of others.
"By the way, the emotional state I mentioned would also manifest itself
because of your Astral Projection. When you go higher in Sequence, your
Spirit Vision will reach a relatively high stage. Someone else's Astral
Projection will even be detectable. That way, you will learn even more
things. This is a level only Seers and Mystery Pryers can attain.
"Some fellows even claim that the strongest form of Spirit Vision allows
one to see anything in any place, including the past and future.
However, I'm skeptical about it."
It sounds quite powerful... Klein was almost turning eager.
Old Neil coughed and continued, "Let's return to the Ether Body and the
colors of the auras. Your limbs and parts that are required in motion
will appear red. Your head and brain's surface will appear as purple.
Spots that excrete waste will appear orange. The digestion system will
appear as yellow. The heart and other regulatory systems will appear
green. Your throat and other parts of the nervous system will appear
blue. An entirely balanced body will make a body be cloaked in white...
That is a symbol of health.
"Once it turns dark or the thickness thins, the color will change. That
indicates that the corresponding spot has turned problematic. It means
it's in a state of exhaustion or illness.
"In addition, the inner layer of the Astral Projection represents
prevailing emotions. Red means passion and excitement. Orange means
warmth and satisfaction. Yellow means happiness and extroversion. Green
means calm and peace. Blue means coldness and stillness that one is in
thought. White means brightness, an eagerness to improve. Dark colors
mean worry, sorrow, and silence. Purple means that spirituality is
taking control of the lead, coldness and estrangement..."
Klein silently memorized the information and stabilized his initial
Spirit Vision.
"Good, you can look at other objects." Old Neil did not speak further as
he nodded.
Klein slowly turned his head and looked at Old Neil. Indeed, he saw
different colors in different parts of his body. The aura was both thick
and thin at different spots. The purple color at his head was brightest
and his limbs' redness was relatively dark. The overall whiteness to his
body was somewhat faded as well.
Indeed, he's getting on in age... Klein made a silent comment
to himself.
Only with what he saw did he feel that he had become a Beyonder!
"I am now a Beyonder!"
He shifted his gaze and carefully sized up Old Neil when suddenly he saw
a translucent pair of cold and ruthless eyes without any brows in the
void behind him!
These nearly illusory eyes were staring at Old Neil intently, as well as
him!
This... Klein shuddered as he gapped and said, "You have a
pair of eyes behind you!"
Old Neil was taken aback before he forced a smile.
"Ignore them."